help – Poetry by Taylor

13th December 2022

Different door to the same house

I can feel the difference in my knucklesHow they clench around my palmThe knock is harsherAnd new again I’m sure I’ve got the right placeJust come a bit too lateThey’ve changed the lock on the doorBut not the gateI can get into the gardenI can lie beneath the leavesI can look up to my old…

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7th December 2022

Too much to ask?

Make me dance like the wind does the flowersAnd the breeze does the leavesMake me warm like the sun does the seaMake me cozy like the cushion does the sofaLike the vines do the treesMake me high like the smoke does my headThe powder, my noseThe slates, my bedLike the trees blow the leavesMake me…

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28th November 2022

Please

You think you could hurt me?Well you didn’t, I swear I didn’t spend nights cryingPryingMyself to piecesLike, why didn’t you care?You think you can break me?I call this character buildingBlocks like Lego Who I amKick it downIve got a new diagramI rebuild myself better each timeYou think you can love me?Try harderPlease

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21st November 2022

Like poison

The droplets fall into my armsLike you once did on my roofThe quiet smashOf breakingThe loud hissOf boiling water on my tongueThe rubber gloves never protected me fromThese kinds of chemicalsThere scent carries infinite milesThe effects last much longer

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1st November 2022

no creative freedom please

Everything is easier when it feels like a movieSomethings just sometimes,clickinto placeLike I have just directed the perfect sceneAnd no one has forgotten their linesBut, Most days are chaoticNo one sticks to their scriptI get lost in their mistakesWhy cant they be their charactersMost days feel like hellLike trying to organise a group of toddlersand…

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1st November 2022

Giving up

While making positive changeIt still feels like giving upGiving up parts of me I’ve been known forIve lost the drunken confidenceIve lost the late night callsIve lost the spontaneity of writingand of writing on the wallsI no longer feel easyI feel everything a choreWaking up is easierBut just such a boreIve given up on holidaysI…

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9th February 2022

Don’t write

I tell myself not to writeBecause I five too deepBut then, I fallInto a world to easy to keepOf tinder dates that fall in love or to never been seen againOf short 6 second videos that teach me nothing or bring up painI tell myself not the start writing because I’ll be depressed again.But how…

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17th January 2022

dried up paint

Scraping dried up paint from under my fingernailsWith a 2HWriting shit with too many detailsIts getting lateLying down by my bookKept company by my pencilsAnd my phoneBut its only decoration right nowI love it when an addiction is just decorI could be using it but I wouldn’t know what forTo pick you upTo start to…

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23rd June 2021

trigger

I sometimes loose control of my body My hands smack into my head repeatedly My eyes water with no end My heart rushes and bangs through my chest This can be caused when I have strong feelings that my brain can’t process. I wanted to sleep for hours and I couldn’t I wanted to feel…

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22nd October 2020

Keep on telling myself

You love to hard Not hard enough No one will like you You act too tough Open your doors But only a crack If not they will swing All the way back And no ones ready for your demons No ones ready for the truth So just smile and tell a lie There’s too many…

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