I tell myself not to write
Because I five too deep
But then, I fall
Into a world to easy to keep
Of tinder dates that fall in love or to never been seen again
Of short 6 second videos that teach me nothing or bring up pain
I tell myself not the start writing because I’ll be depressed again.
But how bad can life be
Sat here listening to quiet tv
In one room and quiet resource
Evelyn Stein in this room
With the sound of rain falling into the deck
And the song has now changed
to the Hymn of the sea by James Korner
And now I feel like although I don’t believe in god,
maybe a Spotify one exists.
He knows who I am better than you do
She knows what I need more that you do
They know more about me than you could ever do.
Because I am nothing but my habits,
I am nothing but my thoughts and my soul,
I am nothing but todays playlist,
I am nothing but todays goal.