suicide – Poetry by Taylor

28th November 2022

Please

You think you could hurt me?Well you didn’t, I swear I didn’t spend nights cryingPryingMyself to piecesLike, why didn’t you care?You think you can break me?I call this character buildingBlocks like Lego Who I amKick it downIve got a new diagramI rebuild myself better each timeYou think you can love me?Try harderPlease

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17th January 2022

dried up paint

Scraping dried up paint from under my fingernailsWith a 2HWriting shit with too many detailsIts getting lateLying down by my bookKept company by my pencilsAnd my phoneBut its only decoration right nowI love it when an addiction is just decorI could be using it but I wouldn’t know what forTo pick you upTo start to…

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9th January 2022

oh

Her feet sway slightlyLifelessAll the blood goes there to dieHer knees are getting bluerHer skin begins to cryShe used to be so mightyNow lifeless her legs lieBut her mind is spinning circlesHer eyes as blue as the skyWatch out onto the openShe still holds her head highShe sits upon the window sillPins and needles moving…

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22nd October 2020

Keep on telling myself

You love to hard Not hard enough No one will like you You act too tough Open your doors But only a crack If not they will swing All the way back And no ones ready for your demons No ones ready for the truth So just smile and tell a lie There’s too many…

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5th May 2020

Evolve

Evolution kicks in when everything is nearly extinct and dies I’ve died so many times Too many failed tries Was I dying, or just trying to change my life Because it did, and I grew stronger and kinder and weaker where I need And I learnt so many lessons I am now able to teach…

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2nd May 2020

My purpose

And I will drown myself in water Because they have taken away the pills And the alcohol I will pour everything I can down the sink Because my blood no longer flows from my skin They took away the blades But they didn’t take away the pain within I will deafen myself with music because…

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30th April 2020

I was young

I was young and dumb it started by carving my hand with the nail on my thumb But then I started etching my doodles into my skin Before I knew what self-harm was I had no way of stopping it It started as art then became a control Controlling depression Trying to lessen Never learning…

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10th March 2020

My story

Once upon a time there was a girl Who suddenly felt sad And glad That she just took those 12 paracetamol, 3 sleeping pills and 2 tranquillisers At the age of 12 She loved the blood that covered her bruised knuckles And the way her body was now filled with scars and open slits She…

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30th January 2020

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sea drown sky fall car crash pills down ignore call life smash. Taylor

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12th January 2020

Fear

I fear… the inevitable The ups the downs the all arounds I fear what will happen next I fear the rope that ties itself Tightly ’round my neck But this is not inevitable This will not happen I have changed I am changing with each day And I no longer see death as an exit…

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