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19th December 2022

Sober

I wonder what she would taste like without the alcoholIt’s those steps I haven’t taken yet that barricade the entranceWhat if I find everything less excitingPeople less enticingSex more tryingI wonder how I would lean in, if it wasn’t the sway that started meI wonder how i would act when I’m sick of actingI’m finding…

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28th November 2022

Please

You think you could hurt me?Well you didn’t, I swear I didn’t spend nights cryingPryingMyself to piecesLike, why didn’t you care?You think you can break me?I call this character buildingBlocks like Lego Who I amKick it downIve got a new diagramI rebuild myself better each timeYou think you can love me?Try harderPlease

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1st November 2022

Giving up

While making positive changeIt still feels like giving upGiving up parts of me I’ve been known forIve lost the drunken confidenceIve lost the late night callsIve lost the spontaneity of writingand of writing on the wallsI no longer feel easyI feel everything a choreWaking up is easierBut just such a boreIve given up on holidaysI…

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1st November 2022

My sobriety

Everything feels so much more romanticWhen you have drunk tinted memoriesThe first words, dances, kissesMean nothing in my sobrietyI feel like I’ve lost memoriesBut maybe I just see them clearerIt’s nice to look through the fogThrough the raindropsPouring down the windowAdding excitement to an overclouded, gloomy day.Everything’s feels easierWhen your body moves itselfThe first words,dances,kissesAre…

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Giving up

My sobriety