I fear… the inevitable
The ups the downs the all arounds
I fear what will happen next
I fear the rope that ties itself
Tightly ’round my neck
But this is not inevitable
This will not happen
I have changed
I am changing with each day
And I no longer see death as an exit
I no longer see my life as a play
That I can just quit
I am scared of being better
But that’s why I am scared, today
Taylor
First part is a little extract from a poem I wrote, and second part is how that no longer is me, I no longer believe that I will be in pain forever, I no longer see life as a burden, or myself as a burden. But being better is scary, its scary to think that one day everything you’ve worked for could all fade away.
Great post😀
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Thank you 🙂
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