I want him to drink water slowlyAnd softlyI want him to miss his mouthTo miss the glassI want him to lick it off his handsAnd take off his shirtI want himI want him to stretch out his bodyI want his arms reaching upI want his shirt a bit stuckAnd to see underneathI want him

The silver rims trace my kneesOh how I wish they would break themThe flashing lights blind my eyesOh how I wish it would last more than a secondThe big building tower over meOh how I wish I could feel more smallBut even in a city so bigI still only see myselfEven in a crowd so…

Learning to burnMeans willingness to burn outAllowing wind to blow you offLike a candle outLearning to loveMeans learning to leaveAllowing others to not tempt youJumping in like a pile of leaves Getting wet in a puddleOr dirty in mudAnd smilingTaking risksAnd loosing betsBut knowing that you didn’t pay for the outcomeYet paid for the experienceLearning…

Love doesn’t come as easy when youre soberThey are all prettier when pissedWatching them drink…Like fish out of waterThey lose the character that kept their shapeThey see they the beauty I once did, opposite to nowThe benefits in the speech impediments and dyspraxiaIn the loss of memoryBut I can only think of him when I…

Life is a bit more colourful Around bright lightsPeople lightenEven the darkest of nightsPeople warmEven the coldest of spacesPeople shouting from the quietest voices