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I know I can’t but I’ll try
I’m sorry for saying I was okay I’m sorry for wiping off my tears And brushing it all away I’m sorry for not warning you Of all that I was and all I could do See, I’m a fucking monster Made out of hate and lies From the pile of regret And constant despise of…
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I’m not easy
I will never be easy Easily pushed aside I will always fight back And I’m so sorry it hurts having one of your puppets misbehave But I am not your fucking puppet Not even after my grave I will never allow myself to be twisted and bent for the likes of someone else Because I…
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love
It’s so important to love yourself but I forgot I needed others to do what I could not I wore my heart on my sleeves Like bait in a trap Waiting to hear the crack and the sound of it closing down But I didn’t realize that the bait would be ate and they would…
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How to live
Smile, let the good moments sweep you away If you want to cry, cry, but not for the whole day Laugh like crazy, send the message to your brain That right now… everything is okay Because even if it isn’t it will be, I promise Even if it feels like forever, it wont be, I…
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Behind me
I’ve left it behind but it still drags along attached to my ankles by a chain. I left it behind but I’m not too strong Its starting to drive me insane. I thought it was gone but I can feel its weight making every step harder with every step that I take. Taylor “leave it”…
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Bloom
Roses aren’t always red But they are always beautiful They always bloom Times might be rough But you will always get through Keep yourself watered In sunlight, a warm room And I can promise you You will bloom too Taylor Don’t forget to admire the beauty in life and also the beauty in yourself. No…
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Blind
He held me so gently I didn’t feel his nails digging into my skin He kissed me so softly I never noticed his hands constricting my body He treated me so kindly I didn’t notice the strings moving I didn’t see the puppet hands I didn’t see my stitching start to coming undone I thought…
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Trigger warning
Trigger warning, it wont be nice You wont be able to look people in the eyes. Trigger warning, those who don’t know will make jokes unaware of the emotions it evokes. Trigger warning, someone will find out and they will ask what its all about Trigger warning, when they know it will hurt them more…
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Dear 2020
Dear 2020, please by kind I don’t want to get left behind again. I’m scared of falling all the way back down, Ive climbed so far up, but I’m loosing my grasp. The rock between my fingers is crumbling fast. And I’m scared of ending up tangled in vines, tubes running into my skin. I’m…