I’m not easy

I will never be easy

Easily pushed aside

I will always fight back

And I’m so sorry it hurts

having one of your puppets misbehave

But I am not your fucking puppet

Not even after my grave

I will never allow myself to be twisted and bent

for the likes of someone else

Because I have gone through to much shit

to ever go through it again


I’ve learnt to not let myself be pushed around, or used.. which is probably one of the most important things I’ve learnt from life, to understand my worth and not let people belittle you.

2 thoughts on “I’m not easy

  1. Being pushed about is the worst and it took me too long to realise that often i was being used and it wasn’t a friendship at all, but once I started pushing back was when the storm broke, I hated it, I thought I was hurting people, but I was not, I was just upsetting them because they were losing control, and I had to grit my teeth and keep driving.


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