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Depression isn’t beautiful
I know it’s not romantic, I don’t look pretty when I cry I know it’s not sexy as blood drips down my thigh I know it hurts to see someone you love look just like me Messy hair, unbrushed for days, bags under their eyes for every hour awake, red swollen lips from crying all…
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I can’t write you a poem Because the words start to flow But all over the place, all over the page, too quickly for me to know And all these different times Show me how hard I find To write about my love for you Because it is just too much to do To love…
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I don’t even know what to think
Out of sight out of mind Close the door out of line Why did you say that What the fuck that’s not nice That’s not the way u treat guys That’s a good joke You’re joking right Hahahaha wait is it a joke Or was it what I just said Am I wrong or is…
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Suicide hotline
What do you think is going to happen To everyone who calls and is left waiting for 5-10-20 minutes Who feel like even a hotline is not even there to help Who have pushed themselves to dial But can’t push themselves to wait I needed you, and not even you could take the weight Taylor…
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You can’t ask a broken person To believe your words with no actions With contrary reactions With promises unkept You can’t ask me to believe that you love me When what I want is just hug me All I need is a friend I can’t feel loved if you leave me I can’t feel loved…
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Repeating
I’m telling myself don’t do it You’re worth it in this world But I never feel like I’m included I just feel like an extra girl I don’t want to be lying On my sheets stained in my blood But that pain is oh so tempting Get me away from these feelings They are always…
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This to that
Ink to paper like blade to skin Paper to document like the tears running off my chin Document to blog Like a therapy session Taylor – this is my therapy, writing and then editing and then posting to you all to read
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I wish
I wish I wasn’t scared of walking alone In the dark, trying to get home I wish I could say we are in a better world But every time a drunk man walks by I try to act really bold And really strong and really angry Like there’s nothing that could stop me But he…