I’m telling myself don’t do it
You’re worth it in this world
But I never feel like I’m included
I just feel like an extra girl
I don’t want to be lying
On my sheets stained in my blood
But that pain is oh so tempting
Get me away from these feelings
They are always so absurd
And I know people would be broken
Would be wondering what they didn’t do
But fuck is it difficult when I wish I was more like you
And I don’t want to live
Because Ill never be happy enough to
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