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insomnia
I made myself believe in monsters And demons and ghosts Because they were the explanations That I could get away with the most Instead of explaining my mental health I could blame it on my imagination On my lack of education But no Its insomnia Its stress Its anxiety and depression That wrap me up…
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hypocrite
Im a hypocrite Talking about my jouney when its only just begun Im still so very broken, pain is just not yet been undone the pain within me its still there but im yet to talk to anyone I hope my pain can help you and i wish it would help me
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Evolve
Evolution kicks in when everything is nearly extinct and dies I’ve died so many times Too many failed tries Was I dying, or just trying to change my life Because it did, and I grew stronger and kinder and weaker where I need And I learnt so many lessons I am now able to teach…
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My purpose
And I will drown myself in water Because they have taken away the pills And the alcohol I will pour everything I can down the sink Because my blood no longer flows from my skin They took away the blades But they didn’t take away the pain within I will deafen myself with music because…
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taste
If you want to taste her its too late lock your doors don’t let yourself leave your home just the question itself will tie you to her you wont be able to calm the voices in your head I would say to stop thinking about it but you won’t the uncertainty of whether she is…
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I was young
I was young and dumb it started by carving my hand with the nail on my thumb But then I started etching my doodles into my skin Before I knew what self-harm was I had no way of stopping it It started as art then became a control Controlling depression Trying to lessen Never learning…
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Death
I’ve seen death I witnessed life leaving her eyes Like a glimmer that quickly dies Her eyes turning matte and muscles contract I hoped to see her peaceful but her eyes were not Opened, like in shock with no emotions A beautiful life lost But as beautiful a life the end of it was scary,…
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Where do I go?
Everything is better… or so it seems. So why do you still haunt me in my dreams? Why are you here…? There was no invitation. There is no motive. there is no reason for this party. So… what do I do now? Where do I go? Because it seems you’re always following me down every…
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What are you asking?
Stop asking if Im oka Stop asking if Im okay With not enough time To clear out my head I have a few words to respond with All of them mean Im Fine But Im not ,but your not asking that What are you asking? Am I capable of tucking it away today? Can you…