Poetry by Taylor

And I’ve never been so scared Scared for my life As the thought of loosing you But I just did, and I’m guilty Guilty of being the one that did it I caused my pain Once again, it’s me, it always is It will always be

I want to live off orange juice People say it makes you happy Why doesn’t it work as I’m guzzling it down in a way too big for me tshirt With tears pouring down my face I hold my hand against my mouth so no one can hear how much I hurt I just want…

I’m feeling broken Like there’s nothing holding me up No ones shoulder to cry on I feel like giving up But what am I do to When Ive been given too many chances to come back So goodbye?

It’s hard to love to love you When you aren’t healthy You aren’t strong or here You are tearing us all apart It’s hard to love you because I do But I feel like I can’t (I still love you though) Taylor Hopewell

Childhood to a halt No education to help me by Ripe age of eighteen But never had my teens Left homeless and broke No beds on which to sleep Just sofas to soak In tears and fears Of living alone

Like an unspoken suicide pact I saw the pills were all gone I thought you took them So I took them too I followed suit Only to then see a bunch of fucking pills in the loo FUCK As I drifted in and out of consciousness Reality leaving my grasp You smashed the door open…

Im sorry daddy hurt you But what was I to do? I can’t be still to blame For the things I didn’t do It wasn’t me Im sorry That you see him in my eyes That you see your pain in me But what am I to do? I can’t change the things he did…