Orange juice

I want to live off orange juice

People say it makes you happy

Why doesn’t it work as I’m guzzling it down in a way too big for me tshirt

With tears pouring down my face I hold my hand against my mouth so no one can hear how much I hurt

I just want to be happy, but it’s never enough, I’m not tough, I’m feeling rough, rougher then before

With a closed door and happy noises on the other side

Just let me in, let me be there, just one time

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