Suicide pact

Like an unspoken suicide pact

I saw the pills were all gone

I thought you took them

So I took them too

I followed suit

Only to then see a bunch of fucking pills in the loo

FUCK

As I drifted in and out of consciousness

Reality leaving my grasp

You smashed the door open

Grabbed me by the neck

Why did you do that, why couldn’t you just have left?

I remember my throat hurting from your fingers down my throat

Tried remember holding on, and slowly letting go

Waking up in a white bed

Following tubes in and out they flow

Sucked dry from my escape

But I’m happy it didn’t show

Because the next day, life went on

Only you know

Know what happened that night, that even I don’t