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Sobriety
I’m a few days away from my first, in a long time, month alcohol-free. I found myself not drinking but keeping a lot of bad habits, negative thoughts, wasting waking time…, so this is hopefully the end of that. I hope to be able to write and reflect on some things that have happened and…
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My room
And my room smells of alcohol againAnd my room smells of meAloneAnd I really like itThere’s something comfortable about learning how to walk myself homeI’m learning how to stumble lessThere’s something comforting about my responsibility only being myselfMy rooms a messBut in my defence there isn’t anywhere to hang anything and there aren’t any drawersMy…
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gone
Im gone againFeel nothing like I haveI can’t help but say I’m happyBut what else could I be feeling right now I’m goneNow I’m homeAgain
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Sat
I’m sat here after months of worrying about not being able to log in Twat I had all the details in my iPad Just never enough initiative to look I’m back
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A world so full of opinions
I forget what we are when we are holding handsI forget the judgements that we can bring to ourselvesI forget that some people think this love is wrongA world so full of opinionsBut I only care about my ownBecause no one else can feel thisBut I hope they can see itBut I forget that some…
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Waiting
I find myself waitingWaiting for you to becomeLess excitingLess enticing Less upliftingLess funnyLess beautifulLess of all the things you make me feelAnd I’m really scared that you won’tAnd fuck will it hurt when I do
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Anything
Bring me flowersTo give life to what’s livingIt’s not a promiseIt’s just a little thingOne flowerBring one flowerA rose, a daisy, a leafBring somethingBring anythingJust to show me that you careOr just come, pleaseI want you to be thereOr don’tBut just send me a messageJust saying goodnightI don’t want to lose youAnd I’m scared that…
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I forget…
Like a flower…You remind me of..The moon shines brighter when…When I’m with you I…I forgetForget what I was doingForget what I was working forForget why I was even working in the first placeI forget about a lot of thingsBut when I am without you…I don’t
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It’s a shame I couldn’t see its light on your face
Will we always seethe same skyat night?If we’re far awaycould it change?It mightBut I’m glad that we sawthe same moon tonightWasn’t it beautiful!Half round, so very brightWasn’t it lovelyTo be sharing the same sight
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Nothing
Nothing feels rightwithout youWithout you in sightnothing feels rightNothing makes me laughNothing makes me cryNothing makes me rememberWhen you were by my sideEverything is nothing when I’m aloneYet nothing can be everything when I get home