wreaking ball

I don’t want to be the wreaking-ball

Smashing down feelings

every time they get built

But you said when you first met me

that I was

and that you knew

I would be the one to tear you down

It just took a year too long

but you were right all along

I guess I’m not as good as I thought


I really believed in love, but after a year with someone, and when I had to end things, and then having to reject other people, made me feel like love or liking someone, is the most abstract concept. And I hate hurting people, so to break someones heart, absolutely killed me inside, which makes me scared to love again.

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