Poetry by Taylor

I can never focus
Im always speaking inside my head
While doing
Something?
The topics never relate
It’s always confusing

But when I’m trying to write…
Silence, every word now feels forced
Where did all those ideas go?

I thought of so many opening lines 
and themes of things I 
wanted to say

But in this space, so open and ready
I feel shy
My head hurts, not ready to crack

It’s as if all the things I didn’t say
Im already taking back